Meaningful Banter

Words hurt. What you say to others can effect them. Use you words for good not evil. If you don't have anything nice to say, shut the hell up! Freaks don't always wait to night to come out. The biggest freaks are p popping on a hand stand at 7 a.m. No lady can act like a man and be considered a lady.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

KILLING MYSELF: I AM NOT SUICIDAL!

I LOVE TO EAT. I'VE BEEN A FAT CHIC ALL MY LIFE. THAT'S WHO I AM. THE BIG GIRL W/ THE BIG SMILE & BUBBLY PERSONALITY. THAT ALL CHANGED IN FEBRUARY 2010. I WAS AT LA CARETAS DRINKING, EATING & ENJOYING DRUNKEN KARAOKE. I NOTICED MY LEFT HAND WAS ASLEEP. I THOUGHT I WAS JUST DRUNK. THE NEXT DAY I FELT LOOPY, TIRED, OFF BALANCE. I WAS BUMPING INTO EVERYTHING. I WENT TO CHURCH & SLEPT THE REST OF THE DAY. MONDAY I WAS A MESS. I WENT TO WORK IN SWEATS & A T SHIRT. I PASSED OUT. WENT TO THE DOCTOR & SHE DID BLOOD WORK & DETERMINED I HAD FOOD POISONING. TWO DAYS LATER I WAS ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL W/ A POSSIBLE STROKE. I THEN LEARNED I HAVE TYPE 2 DIABETES. THE DR. SAID LOSE WEIGHT OR DIE. THE INSURANCE COMPANY WON'T PAY FOR A WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. I'M ON INSULIN, DIABETES PILLS & BLOOD PRESSURE PILLS. I EXERCISE A LITTLE BUT I GER SO TIRED. IF I EAT TOO MUCH I GET SICK. IF I DON'T EAT ENOUGH I GET SICK. IN SHORT: I'M 26 YRS OLD AND I'M AFRAID I'M KILLING MYSELF.

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