I LOVE TO EAT. I'VE BEEN A FAT CHIC ALL MY LIFE. THAT'S WHO I AM. THE BIG GIRL W/ THE BIG SMILE & BUBBLY PERSONALITY. THAT ALL CHANGED IN FEBRUARY 2010. I WAS AT LA CARETAS DRINKING, EATING & ENJOYING DRUNKEN KARAOKE. I NOTICED MY LEFT HAND WAS ASLEEP. I THOUGHT I WAS JUST DRUNK. THE NEXT DAY I FELT LOOPY, TIRED, OFF BALANCE. I WAS BUMPING INTO EVERYTHING. I WENT TO CHURCH & SLEPT THE REST OF THE DAY. MONDAY I WAS A MESS. I WENT TO WORK IN SWEATS & A T SHIRT. I PASSED OUT. WENT TO THE DOCTOR & SHE DID BLOOD WORK & DETERMINED I HAD FOOD POISONING. TWO DAYS LATER I WAS ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL W/ A POSSIBLE STROKE. I THEN LEARNED I HAVE TYPE 2 DIABETES. THE DR. SAID LOSE WEIGHT OR DIE. THE INSURANCE COMPANY WON'T PAY FOR A WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. I'M ON INSULIN, DIABETES PILLS & BLOOD PRESSURE PILLS. I EXERCISE A LITTLE BUT I GER SO TIRED. IF I EAT TOO MUCH I GET SICK. IF I DON'T EAT ENOUGH I GET SICK. IN SHORT: I'M 26 YRS OLD AND I'M AFRAID I'M KILLING MYSELF.
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