4 THE LOVE OF TREY SONGZ!

As u all know or will soon discover, I absolutely LOVE Trey Songz.  This guy is freakin amazing.  His vocal are sick, his body is perfection, what more does a woman need.  Now I know he assaulted "Purple Rain" on the BET Awards, but don't hold that against my boo.  I mean no one can do Prince. Even Pattie Labell sounded crazy in the tribute.  Nevertheless Trey is still a wonderful performer.  Go check him out on tour.

By Special Request: Why Worked Sucked Today!

5. You didn't see my pretty face.

4. You were secluded in your office.

3. You were in the middle of a hurricane.

2. NO FACEBOOK!

1. Tyler staff rock!

HURT

"Time heals all wounds. That’s what everyone says, but is that true? Are there some wounds that will never heal? Perhaps time will ease the pain but will it bring back a loved one? Will it turn back the hands of time? Will it allow your truelove to return? Will time heal al wounds or will it ease the pain?"

KILLING MYSELF: I AM NOT SUICIDAL!

I LOVE TO EAT. I'VE BEEN A FAT CHIC ALL MY LIFE. THAT'S WHO I AM. THE BIG GIRL W/ THE BIG SMILE & BUBBLY PERSONALITY. THAT ALL CHANGED IN FEBRUARY 2010. I WAS AT LA CARETAS DRINKING, EATING & ENJOYING DRUNKEN KARAOKE. I NOTICED MY LEFT HAND WAS ASLEEP. I THOUGHT I WAS JUST DRUNK. THE NEXT DAY I FELT LOOPY, TIRED, OFF BALANCE. I WAS BUMPING INTO EVERYTHING. I WENT TO CHURCH & SLEPT THE REST OF THE DAY. MONDAY I WAS A MESS. I WENT TO WORK IN SWEATS & A T SHIRT. I PASSED OUT. WENT TO THE DOCTOR & SHE DID BLOOD WORK & DETERMINED I HAD FOOD POISONING. TWO DAYS LATER I WAS ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL W/ A POSSIBLE STROKE. I THEN LEARNED I HAVE TYPE 2 DIABETES. THE DR. SAID LOSE WEIGHT OR DIE. THE INSURANCE COMPANY WON'T PAY FOR A WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. I'M ON INSULIN, DIABETES PILLS & BLOOD PRESSURE PILLS. I EXERCISE A LITTLE BUT I GER SO TIRED. IF I EAT TOO MUCH I GET SICK. IF I DON'T EAT ENOUGH I GET SICK. IN SHORT: I'M 26 YRS OLD AND I'M AFRAID I'M KILLING MYSELF.

6/26/10

As I sat at home enjoying time alone, I began to ask myself, "Am I really enjoying being alone or have I convinced myself that being alone is what I want?" As thoughts invading my mind I decided to share my madness with the world. Surely I'm not the only person who has to face being alone...