Wait on God

So I went on three interviews and was not offered any position. I was devastated. I drove all the way to Houston (from Tyler about 200 miles) to one interview and they had the nerve to reject me. I was hurt, distraught, confused and broke. After the tears, I cleaned my face and continued to pray and thank God in advance. About a month later I went on another interview and by golly came through! I start my new job with DADS (TX Dept. of Ageing and disability Services) Sept. 13. I’m sooooo excited. Just when I thought it was over, God aid not so. The moral to this story is “Wait on God.”

Miracles and Blessings

I’ve realized that God can show up and turn your life around. Just when I thought everything was over, when I was ready to throw in the towel, that’s when God blessed me. I had so many issues at work. My back was against the wall. Next thing I know, I get a call for not one but two job interviews. I have one interview Wednesday and another interview next week. I really want the 1st but at this point I’ll tgake whatever I can get. I truly understand what “its your season” means. It is my season to be blessed. I pray God allows me to stay focused and positive. I can’t doubt God now. I’m standing on his promises and believeing in his Holy word. Come on Jesus, lets work this thang out! Be blessed yall!

I'M IN LOVE WITH A STRIPPER

Yea I said it! He is freakin amazing. He took me to higher heights and deeper depths. He touched my soul...and a few other places. I am grateful to have been in his presence. DONT JUDGE ME!

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This is Me. Hate it or Love it!

People always compliment me on how confident I am.  Or at least they think they are complementing me.  It goes like this: "Ohh u wearing that for a big girl!" or "You so confident to be a big girl." or "Girl u put those little girls to shame." So because I'm fat I'm supposed to be self conscious, sad, hide away in the closet?  Hater Please!!!!  The truth is big, medium or itty bitty, you better love yourself. No one is perfect.  Stop looking at the magazines trying to be America's Next Top Model.  Those are some of the most unhealthy women in the world.  Embrace who you are. I can't pass a mirror without looking at myself and smiling.  Why? because

 I LOVE SHEQUITA LEANN DANIELS!

Now I'm not gonna lie.  It took me a while to embrace the essence of who I am.  So what did I do?  I faked it.  Honey I would walk around with my head so far up my nose could tickle the bottom of Jesus' feet.  I would cut my eyes at anybody who looked at me side ways & they wouldn't dare say anything to me.  I knew I loved to laugh so I would say the 1st thing to come to my mind & people would just die.  I also knew there would always be someone waiting to catch me slipping, catch me looking a mess and I refused to give anyone ammunition.  So I make sure when I step out the door I'm the definition of "Jump Judy."  Please when u looking good and smelling good it makes you feel good.    I faked it for so long hell I started believing it.  I'm not quit sure when it happened.  I believed I was in college at good JCC (Jarvis Christian College).  No one knew anything about me.  Hell  most folks thought I was from Houston (I have no idea why).  So of course people started forming their opinions based off what they saw.  They saw a diva so they thought was a diva.  So I figured hey, I may as well give the people what they want LMAO!  That's when I realized, I am the best thing since sliced bread.

So the moral to this meaningless banter is "So a man thinkith, so he is."  If u think u wack then you are wack.  If you think you baddest then you are the baddest.  Now if you wanna be the baddest you gotta walk  the walk.  Don't come looking fooly and think you gonna turn heads.  Yea you will get some looks but they won't be pretty.  Embrace yourself.  If you hate your belly, get rid of it.  If it just won't leave you alone, buy some spanx and call it a day.  Stop looking for someone to love u, encourage you, compliment you.  Be your own cheerleader.

FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU!

4 THE LOVE OF TREY SONGZ!

As u all know or will soon discover, I absolutely LOVE Trey Songz.  This guy is freakin amazing.  His vocal are sick, his body is perfection, what more does a woman need.  Now I know he assaulted "Purple Rain" on the BET Awards, but don't hold that against my boo.  I mean no one can do Prince. Even Pattie Labell sounded crazy in the tribute.  Nevertheless Trey is still a wonderful performer.  Go check him out on tour.

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5. You didn't see my pretty face.

4. You were secluded in your office.

3. You were in the middle of a hurricane.

2. NO FACEBOOK!

1. Tyler staff rock!

HURT

"Time heals all wounds. That’s what everyone says, but is that true? Are there some wounds that will never heal? Perhaps time will ease the pain but will it bring back a loved one? Will it turn back the hands of time? Will it allow your truelove to return? Will time heal al wounds or will it ease the pain?"